When I walked into my new apartment, I had the biggest smile seeing the tall ceilings, lots of storage, ceiling fans, wood floors, and more. Then I saw it. “What are you so giddy about?” The apartment manager asked.
“This apartment has lights!” I said happily.
The last few years haven’t been bad. I’ve made many memories in my last apartment that I’ll never forget. However, it is true, for years I had to install my own lights in the majority of the apartment and had appliances that were from the 1970s. In the two weeks I’ve been here, it’s been a night and day difference. There are lights everywhere, new appliances, and a safer community. The stereotype of Florida that all non-Floridians have in heads, is the area I know live.
Tomorrow it’s time for the last major move: my new school. I’ve dreamed of this day since February 29, when I accepted the job. There were so many unknowns at the beginning: my teammates, my classroom, and my community. I’ve met my teammates and the community a few times this summer. (Very) slowly, but surely, my new school has been built. That means tomorrow I finally get to move into my classroom! It feels like Christmas in July! Today, I was given a preview, and the possibilities were bouncing through my head.
Over the last few weeks, I’ve made smaller, but impactful upgrades. For my bed, I bought a memory foam mattress which has made sleep more immaculate and added 20 minutes of deep sleep each night. For my car, I added new floor mats and a magnetic phone charging case that has made my phone very stable as I navigate my new community. Most importantly, I’m now drinking a vitamin powder, suggested by brother, that is helping me feel healthier.
In these two weeks, at times it doesn’t seem surreal this where I live. I’ve admitted to friends and family that I feel not worthy. They remind me this is my new life that I’ve worked tirelessly and relentlessly for. It’s true. It’s taken 7 years to get here. I’ve made great decisions. I’ve made bad decisions. But through it all, I’ve learned so much and been determined to not settle for a life I dream of. It feels like I’ve made a bigger step toward my ultimate goals: moving into a house and starting a family.
As for right now, I’m proud of where I live and school community I have. I have so much to look forward to. I’m enjoying every day so much more and noticeably happier. I’m grateful I finally made my major upgrade!
